4:30PM
Ho ho, i made my company lose $5000 today. Made a very honest mistake (i blame my boss for not teaching me properly) and he was cool about. Said "shit happens, don't worry about it". I responded by asking him very anxiously if he was gonna take it out from my salary (i knew he wouldn't but wanted to make him think i felt regretful) and he laughed and said no.
I found out a few things about someone close to me which i didn't like. I'm not supposed to breathe a word about it so i can't confront that person. The info that I got totally took away all the respect i had for this person. No doubt about it that a person should now be judged on his past, but sometimes you can't help it. What the hell should i do?
Life SUCKS.
Oh, i wish Fantasia didn't win AI3. She screeches like a parrot too many a time. Although she's undoubtedly the best performer of the lot, i would have liked an element of unpredictability injected into the show through the underdog winning.
Mood: Sian
Music: Elton John - Daniel
1:43PM
Hmm. Just read my sister's last blog entry and all i'm going to say is "Welcome to the real world sis". Oh, and "Life's a bitch ain't it?"
And seriously, what's wrong with luo hans? I had a beloved luohan 2 years ago. 2 actually. 1 i named LY (after myself) and the second one i smuggled in from desaru called momo. LY laid shitloads of eggs and got pissed off cos i kept disturbing her. She died soon after, all her strength sapped from trying to protect her babies. Rest in peace LY. Needless to say, I lost custody of Momo (together with half my closet) when my ex and i broke up.
Mood: Sian
Music: Boyz II Men - On Bended Knee
1:17PM
I've been feeling somewhat maternal lately, and the last time i felt this way, i got myself a doggie. I think it's time for me to get another dog. I fell in love with a cute little fella at the Pasir Ris farm last weekend. He was a JRT cross and kept standing on his two legs, jumping up and down for me to carry him. I wonder if he's still available.
It's sad really. All of ya should drop by that farm and see the hundreds of abandoned dogs there. Please don't aggravate the situation by buying yourself a dog. There are so many needy ones who need your love.
I'm still puzzled. Have you seen "Lost in Translation"? i have no idea what the movie is about. Can anyone please enlighten me?
What is it about guys and farting? The proud look on their face after they let a loud smelly one rip is almost equivalent to that when they win the Champion's League or something. Really disgusting. When a guy tells you to "Take a deep breath", DON'T!
Mood: Draped in blue
Music: Britney Spears - Toxic
8:14PM
I was feeling feverish at work yesterday. I knew i was sick when i got the shakes last night. The aircon was off, my window was shut, yet i was huddling under my duvet trembling from the cold i felt right down to my bones. A visit to the doctor confirmed that i have a viral fever. this sucks. my whole body aches. i feel cold yet hot at the same time. 
Mood: feeling sickly
Music: Nothing
5:28PM
Gotta rush off home for dinner with sister. Just wanted to say "WTF were America thinking?!!!" Jasmine should not only have been voted out, but she should have at least been in the bottom 2. Argh! And i thought last nite's show was gonna be unpredictable.
Mood: Flabbergasted
Music: Nothing
10:49AM
I was merrily on my way to work this morning when my colleague msged me: "I need to go buy stationery for office later, and since the shops only open at 10, i'll be in the office at 11 or so. Is that ok with you?" No that's not fucking ok. I find it such an injustice that I've to be early to the office everyday because I live closer to the office and that you're fat and pregnant and waddle walk at a speed of 0.005km/hr and hence it's ok for you to be late.
well, of course i didn't say that out loud. What do you do when your colleague pisses the hell out of you? oh and did i mention that her complacency fetches her a cool $600/mth more than me? And she's jealous of me cos my boss just gave me a measly $200 raise. aaaahhhhhhhhh!!
Last Saturday, i went to centro. In celebration of their 3rd anniversary, entry was free and so were the drinks. i downed a beer and at midnight i was close to crawling on the floor. That's how frigging OLD i feel. Gone are the days of my youth when i'd be jiggying the night away and still manage to go for supper and talk cock till the sun comes up. Forever young, i wanna be forever young... lalala
Mood: Cranky
Music: Nothing
11:34PM
I just hate it when people doubt my capability to do something and try to dissuade me from doing something i believe in. I don't know why, but the generation these days seem to be a selfish lot. How many people do i know who are active in doing social work? None, except perhaps my darling sister, who's forced to do so ever so reluctantly by civic concious SMU.
When the hell is Jasmine gonna get voted off? she sucks.
i'm getting old. sleepy as hell and it's not even midnight. ciao bebes!
Mood: Sleepy
Music: Nothing
The Reason
I'm not a perfect person
as many things I wish I didn't do
but I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
and so I have to say before I go
that I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
to change who I used to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
it's something I must live with everyday
and all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
and be the one who catches all your tears
that's why I need you to hear
I've found a resaon for me
to change who I used to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is you
and the reason is you
and the reason is you
and the reason is you
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
and so I have to say before I go
that I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
to change who I used to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
a side of me you didn't know
a reason for all that I do
and the reason is you
Hoobastank - The Reason
Mood: Sleepy
Music: Hoobastank - The Reason
10:25AM
A friend of mine doesn't have much money (he's a student) but he offered some money to help out the dog. Thanks for the offer B, you made my day! Save the money for some Krispy Kremes for me when you get back k? 
A couple of months ago, I was so happy with life. And now it seems i'm so stressed out about so many things. Funny how one's life can change in such a short period of time. But, everytime i feel extremely pissed off, I just think of the people who are so much less fortunate than me. There's an old lady cleaner here who looks like she's 80, but i reckon she's probably 60 or so but looks older because of her weariness with life. She's deaf, she says she has a husband who steals all her money and many a time, she doesn't eat lunch sometimes cos she doesn't have enough money. How sad is that? I gazed sadly at the one-legged woman who was trying to cross the road on her crutches and thought to myself "hey, life ain't that bad afterall".
Mood: Hungry
Music: Baby Bash - Suga Suga